Stressful people can stress you out; and if I didn’t know that before, I know it now.
[Just kidding, I knew it…]
Anyways, I’m at that point where I feel it swell up in my chest – and I want severely to just release the anger within, because I know if I don’t, that anger is going to find a way to spread like a fucking cancer until I do some insane shit. I want to hit something or someone… or go somewhere and scream; but I can’t do that. Punching a pillow isn’t going to settle anything for me, although I suppose I could always invoke the lowest of low and hit my 3-year old cousin… but I’m too far removed from those forms of violence that I’d probably kill myself if I did that. On the other hand, if I unleash the scream that I need to, chances are the police will show up promptly to have a chat with me… and if not them, then the psych ward. But my scream would be intended to prevent me from doing something later on to land me in those situations rightfully.
And posting this wasn’t the help I thought it would be…
…okay, where the fuck did that dog go!?